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Thursday, February 26, 2009,3:28 PM

Hi all...

How's everyone during this recess week? =)
It feels like I've not seen all of you for a long time... though its only been exactly a week for those who went for the run last thursday.. and other than Xinyi and Minchen whom I met on Monday for DimSum buffet...

I guess all of us are busy with our mid terms, term papers, and for some, DCLTP... wanna use this blog to say 加油 to all of you wor! As I'm cheering for all of us, I'm sure God wants to and is cheering even more for us too!

By the way, I've added a slide show of photos to our blog!
*clap clap clap!!*
If you have more photos that you wish to update onto the slideshow, do send me or simply go onto http://www.slide.com/ and sign in.
The login and password is as usual.

大家加油!!!
(but don't grow unhealthy unsaturated fats)

your very dearest and very cute caregroup-mate,
michelle=)

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Yeah it felt like ages since I saw the rest of u... not counting edmund and crystal =)

Just a quick update, dcltp camp took its toll on me, ended the camp feeling extremely tired physically. Fell a lil sick thereafter, throat infected. Worked on my term paper due tmr, rested, been reading as well.

I just came back from Prudential, had a long day of "orientation" there. Gave me a better picture of what the industry is about, and while I didn't join, I am praying through in hope of making sense of this whole thing.

Praise God, our Jehovah Jireh! Got a tuition assignment out of nowhere, and its xingcong's cousin... her mom remembered how I taught her in the past and approached me to help her for a JC subjects. Means I gotta revise though, haha. Perhaps this additional income will tide me through August and June when matric gets busy... perhaps... Trust that God is sovereign. =D

Random thought. Supper, movie, left4dead, ktv, pool, bowling, jamming. (hope this doesn't stumble anyone who's studying hard :p)

See u all, let's come together soon. =)

By SL, at February 26, 2009 at 6:47 PM

Hey!

yea I haven't seen you guys in ages haha (i think it's 2 weeks, but really seems like a long time)..

apologies for not being able to make it for the run, i was giving tuition all the way at sembawang. My student stays close to chong pang camp, my very first camp after coming out from BMT during NS. Going back there really brings back memories, not good ones unfortunately! =p

couldn't make it on saturday for service as well.. I was emcee for the Toastmasters Speechcraft workshop that morning, but by the time things were over it was like 3pm -.- .. Omg it was so fun, I really enjoyed myself. 47 people turned up that morning, way better than previous workshops, which we ran with OSA's help. And 26 people signed up to become Toastmasters on the spot! Obviously convinced that having good communication skills would serve them well in the future =)

Cheers to toastmasters! We'll be running the same workshop on monday 7pm, but unfortunately I can't host it again because of taiji date with edmund... but i'll be sure to train my replacement and make sure he brings glory to our club! Really pray that the event on monday will be successful, if not even more successful! =)

As for my stomach prob.. it seems to have got worse! *sobz*

Maybe because in school no more crystal to share my troubles.. =P

But oh well, I'm really praying for it to heal... will be seeing my specialist again on 9th march. Hope things turn out ok!

By Anonymous, at February 27, 2009 at 4:37 PM

to john: you make me sound like aunt agony. LOL.
Ha, i finally recovered physically from DCLTP.I slept before 11pm everyday this week.And this morning i was still trying hard to stay awake for a training i attended. hehe..
I've been going home from work this whole week which is really rare. :P My mum was "come home more often then i cook good food for you to eat." :) And she did..though not my favourite. i'm still craving for bim bim bak although i had it 2 weeks ago.
An update at work: I'm more like a chemist:P. The chem lab is my 2nd home. and this afternoon I was trying to dissolve tablet coat powder. You know your tablet that has colour..go smell it.. i think they all smell the same LOL.
It's the weekends! I'm glad i'm seeing you guys tomorrow!

By Anonymous, at February 27, 2009 at 8:09 PM

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Thursday, February 19, 2009,12:39 AM
Footprints in the Sand

Hey everyone.Crystal here:) How's life? work's starting to get busy for me. Anyway, wanted to share a song I heard over the radio on my way home..and personally it refreshed me to hear songs over the radio that might sound secular but the lyrics are actually pointing towards God:) I once heard there's no christian music but rather it's the lyrics that makes the music different.

The song is called Footprints in the sand and it's based on the story Footprints in the sand. I'm sure most of you would have heard it, but just in case you haven't, below its the story:

Footprints in the Sand!

Last night I had a dream. I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonged to me, the other to the Lord.

After the last scene of my life flashed before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that at many times along the path of my life, especially at the very lowest and saddest times, there was only one set of footprints.

This really troubled me, so I asked the Lord about it. “Lord, you said once I decided to follow you, You’d walk with me all the way. But I noticed that during the saddest and most troublesome times of my life, there was only one set of footprints. I don’t understand why, when I needed You the most, You would leave me.”

The Lord replied, “My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of suffering, when you could see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.”

Author Unknown

I managed to find a video on youtube.. not the official but one that has the song and lyrics. Enjoy:)

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hey isnt this the song played during svc? Yeah its the lyrics that make the song!

By Anonymous, at February 21, 2009 at 12:41 AM

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Sunday, February 15, 2009,12:46 AM

B1爱 B2 & B3

C G

我看见你的CG

Am F

有种特别的感觉

C Am

让我不断想

F G

不敢再忘记你

C G

我记得有一群人

Am Em

永远留在我心中

F G C

我每天只想这样的想你

G Am

如果真的是明天

F Em

耶稣突然要回来

G Am F G

我会努力好好对你比以前多好一点

Em Am

不管路有多么远

F Em

一定会让它实现

G Am F G

我会大声在你耳边对你喊(对你喊)

[chorus]

C Am

我爱你爱着你

F Em

就像 B1爱B2

F Em

不管有多少风雨

F G

我都会依然陪着你

C Am

我想你想着你

F Em

不管有多么的苦

F Em

只要能让你开心

F G

我什么都愿意

这样爱你

Repeat Chorus – Change B2 to B3.

Thanks Michelle and Xinyi for editting the lyrics and printing the lyrics!

Thanks Crystal for being so creative and coming up with a short skit before the song.

Thanks Ian MC and SL for being so supportive in singing the song even though its pretty last minute.

Thank you Lord for giving me this opportunity to bless through playing the guitar and for the song idea that You dropped in my heart.

Oh yea those who took photos please upload k?

~Edmund~

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Thank God for ur heart bro. And for the effort, even though I din have much time to guide u along this one. =)

Hope it was a blessed V-day for all, both in terms of what we give and what we receive.

By SL, at February 15, 2009 at 1:18 AM

so sweet! :)

By Anonymous, at February 15, 2009 at 3:20 PM

我爱你爱着你

就像 Michelle 爱 B1

不管有多少风雨

我都会依然陪着你

我想你想着你

不管有多么的苦

只要能让你开心

我什么都愿意

这样爱你

=)
Edmund, thanks for leading us in this song!

Michelle

By LoVe*m|cHeLLe*AnGeL, at February 15, 2009 at 4:47 PM

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Wednesday, February 11, 2009,7:08 PM
Thoughts after Monday's swim

Some interesting thoughts I had during my swim.

Sometimes our walk with God is like swimming butterfly, its tough, you are struggling to do the right things but in the end, you feel the sense of achievement.

I find my motivations and beliefs are strengthened when I swim. Helps me to focus my mind on God, on my life and what I want to achieve.

Iin the public pool, people get in the way, swim slow or just are selfish by blocking your way. Though it is very irritating, we must understand not everyone is as good or as selfless as us. The same can be said in our walk with God, we will meet with obstacles, slow pokes and people who are just selfish. We must see things from the point of those who are in our way. It will make us more loving and help them to improve.

Ian

Swimming is fun!!!!

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009,11:48 PM
Preparing Ourselves to be God's Best?

Some questions on my mind after going through what was shared last Sat. For further thinking, understanding and sharing.

1. The 3Ms shared: Maker, Ministry, Mate. Some form of priority seem to be suggested... Does the order really matter? Does it benefit us to follow that order?
2. Perhaps I feel that my relationship with God is strong enough now, same for some of the people around me. Why then, do people choose not to enter BGR and decide to wait instead?
3. If I'm sure of who "the right one" that God has provided for me is, doesn't hesitating mean that I might lose her to someone else?
4. God said it is not good for Adam to be alone, and therefore created Eve. Is marriage, or courtship, the answer to loneliness in our lives?

Any takers?

~Gnoel Eews~

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Point 1: If you cant love God, the perfect being who is love incarnate, then you cant love anyone. Thus Maker.

If you cant love your own brothers and sisters in Christ, how to love someone who will be deeper in your life. Our r/s with our care group members, sheep and shepherds is not as deep as one with our mate. Get the family love right.

Point 2: Ask Paul. Some of us are chosen by God to spread the message in ways and/or places where a family will be a problem. Celibacy is a gift given to those who will be given special anointing to go forth and spread the message. A wife could be a potential hindrance in the spreading of the gospel.

Point 3: Pray to God and ask him to reveal when is the right time for you to take initiative. If she is really "THE ONE", God will not give her to someone else while you are confirming His call.

Point 4: We should not be lonely in this life because we have God. This question might be answered that God wanted Adam to multiply the human species so made him a mate. It could be that God already knew Adam would fall regardless of Eve so gave him someone physical to keep him company.

Good Questions. My answers are just off the top of my head. Feel free to rebutt.

By Ian, at February 12, 2009 at 11:14 PM

heys leaving a comment
1. the order is a guideline for preparation bah.
2. R/S with God strong is great! probably other considerations like finances or your R/S with the other half, are in their minds.
3. hmm take the initiative lo. if God confirm with u he/she is the other one... God should also have confirmed with he/she that u are the one too... haha
4. I believe even after marriage or courtship, loneliness still lingers lor. Good thing that you have someone to share your loneliness with.. hee

By Anonymous, at February 15, 2009 at 12:06 AM

Thanks for the replies... appreciate the effort put in to think about this area of our lives, which I would describe with a phrase someone used recently (to describe sth else): "It's always there, whether or not we talk about it openly". I hope the sermons and your attempts to process what was shared can help u guys to have a stronger understanding and firmer convictions towards relationships. And really apply it to daily living.

Points on my mind..
1. Yup the order is a guideline... so what's the rationale behind such a guideline? Ian shared a possible perspective... any others?
2. What are some of the things we should really consider when we're deciding whether to enter BGR?
3. Anyone wants to share their take on loneliness? Is it the same as "being alone"?

SL

By SL, at February 15, 2009 at 1:37 AM

Crystal's turn:
I think the order does matter. Sometimes we might just think of jumping to the third point of a mate and if we do, the world just revolves around the two of us and the other person becomes our god. just like what the sermon said, if we do not learn to submit our hurts, burdens etc to god, we just bring them along and we may end up hurting the person. And men will fail us because we're all not perfect. So when the person fails us, how? who do we turn to? And if the relationship doesn't have god in the picture, who's to be the judge when we quarrel etc, because i would say i'm right and he'd say he's right. So the relationship with god for both parties must be strong first in order to obey god' word and let god be the authority in the relationship as well.
Not only that if we jump straight to the person, it may be a perceived mindset/fabrication of your mind on how the person is like.
2) If the person's relationship with god is strong enough now, good, they'll also recognise that singlehood is the best time to serve god. To be involved in a committed relationship requires time and effort and once we're in the family group, things will take a turn for the slow as we have other priorities in life as well. paul said in 1 cor 7:32-35 that a unmarried man/woman's concerns are the affairs of the lord. And if you're going to get married for life, spending more than enough time with each other, why not choose to wait for a few more years. You'll get sick of each other in marriage LOL. kidding.
We may choose to wait also cause of the other factors: whether we are managing our lives well and am able to manage someone else's lives. whether the right one has come.Whether the person meets the criteria that you set in looking for a future life partner. whether you guys have the same life vision for god.
Whether we're financially independent and am able to start/provide for a family.. and this doesn't just involve 2 people but 6 (ur parents and spouse's parents).
3)i believe that if i'm so sure that's the right one, and god thinks so too, god will bring us together. he's not so 'chek ah' to let my "chosen one for me" be snatched away. I agree with what ed and ian said about praying about the timing.
4) 1 lonely person + 1 lonely person = 2 lonely people.. we've heard this from last year's healthy relationship seminar.. how if we're unable to cope with loneliness we'll just bring this burden to another person.
Marriage isn't the answer to loneliness. some after marriage may still experience this especially when their needs aren't met..or felt that they couldn't be understood.
Loneliness isn't being alone.. at times we need time to be a-lone where we just chill out by ourselves.. Even within a crowd, we can be lonely, where we feel we're not connected, or where we can't connect or hardly know the group of people.

By Anonymous, at February 15, 2009 at 1:33 PM

Glad to hear all the view points that are in line with WOG, which is the manual of your lives. As u r keeping the commands of the Lord/ principles n be careful to follow them, they will surely bless ur life, both present and future, as well as those ard u. =) Just to add on one key point that we should not miss as we are seeking God's guidance in preparing ourselves being the best (be it marriage or singlehood) for others (life partner or our family), which is the purpose of marriage. Ultimately if the marriage is not for honouring or glorifying God in achieving its purpose (thru sharing the same vision and direction), it will not be blessed by God.

Ha just to share my little exp of how God tested me n strengthened my conviction in this aspect in the past/ when I was younger. When I was in yr 1, I rem one of my follow-upper shared that her shepherd told her that if the purpose of marriage is not for glorifying/honoring God, the marriage won't be blessed. At that moment, her heart was shattered bcos the reason for her getting married is having children as she loves children v much. The moment I heard that, my heart was shaken too. Ha cos the reason I wanna get married is simply wanting a family and I'm really tired of moving ard yr aft yr and therefore I desire a place of belonging and a home for me n my family. Another time that I was tested was when my ex-roommate shared w me that one of her main criteria seeking her future life partner is that her husband must love God more than her. Again, my heart was shattered realising that the selfish inner me wanna that special one to love me more than anyone. And I'm really v thankful for the above 2 persons sharing their views w me, which benefited me much to build the right conviction and foundation in this aspect of relationship too. Of course, it doesn't mean that if we can't see the exact purpose God's bringing the two together like both are teachers or both r going XXX for church planting, the couples r not blessed by God. Through all the right channels God used to bring the two together (WOG, godly counsel and common sense - shared by sisters' gfg), the couple will be blessed by putting God at the center of their lives in all their major decision making, which in this aspect glorifies God as they seek their purposes in life and in marriage.

Relationship is about love and commitment. And marriage is a lifetime of love and commitment to your life partner and your family. The qns posted are good preparation for us entering into this committed r/s at the right time. We will never be prepared enough for r/s or to get married as it's the life-time lessons to be learnt and we need to be at least on the right track and have reached certain maturity n conviction n preparation to start it.

Hope it offers a more balanced view pt to the topic.

By Anonymous, at February 15, 2009 at 3:30 PM

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Monday, February 9, 2009,7:37 AM
Instructions

Good Morning!

This is an instructional post on how to update the Google Calendar to put it to good use. Feel free to edit it! Log in your Tests, Quizzes, Exams so that we can pray for you too =) Also, activities that we'll be doing together as a CG such as the doing of the threaded pencils for valentine's. I hope this Google Calendar is easy to use!

1. Click on Addition/Editing of Events just below the Google Calendar to get to the website.

2. Sign in with Email:nusb1@hotmail.com; Password: (you guys should know it, its the same. =) )

3. They will usually show you the timetable for the week. There are tabs on the top right hand corner of the Calendar to change to daily or monthly basis.

4. Tabs on the top left hand corner (the arrows) allow you to change from one day to another, similarly, one month to another if you're under the month tab.

5. Simple click on the box (of the particular time) and drag. This will form the timeframe of the event.

6. You can still edit the timeframe, by dragging the bottom of the frame again so no worries. Just make sure you start on the right box. Otherwise, you have to delete the event and do it again.

That should be all. =)

As for the post-its, its for prayers!
Do type in your prayers, even specific prayers. If its too long, then 'POST IT'! meaning, type in a post on the blog! =) and write a summarised prayer on the post-it. We all want to pray specifically to God so that we'll know its God! =)
Sometimes, the words on the post-its don't seem to appear.. probably takes a while to load or simply refresh the page.

Lastly, today is the last day of CNY!
I'm going to eat my TANG YUANs after this. haha. And count my ang bao money tonight! =x

Enjoy this day that God has blessed us with! =)))
See you guys in school!

Your-very-cute-caregroup-member,
ah tham!
(just for laughs haha)

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haha funny

By Anonymous, at February 9, 2009 at 11:11 AM

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Wednesday, February 4, 2009,9:27 PM
Thanksgiving

Psalm 59:16 "But I will sing of your strength, in the morning I will sing of your love; for you are my fortress, my refuge in times of trouble."

Thank God for His strength and His love... last night on my way home on the bus I was feeling really tired and was practically dozing off, head tilting precariously close to the window (thank God din bang against it else it'll be *thud*). I didn't have much sleep for the two nights prior to that, due to the mosquito invasion that has been taking place for the past 2-3 weeks. Anyway, near the end of my bus ride it just occurred to me to pray, for strength, while at the same time I randomly turned to some "classic" songs that I had in my phone. First it was "Worlds Apart" by Jars of Clay, then "When God Ran", followed by "I can only imagine" by Mercy Me, and lastly "I will follow Christ" by Clay Crosse. I found myself being lifted by God as I listened closely to the lyrics of each song... God strengthened me, through a combination of being reminded of who i am, who He is and what my purpose is. =D

And finally when I reached home, I saw the verse above being put up as the verse of the day on biblegateway. =DD Naturally, I woke up this morning singing about His love for me, haha.

I think about affirmations and encouragement, how we do these on a personal basis usually, and publicly they happen during times like birthday celebrations, appreciation days etc. Do we need encouragement? YES! Should they be limited to certain occasions? NO! In fact God tells us to encourage one another daily (Heb 3:13). Therefore I'm gonna use the blog as an avenue to do so. =)

Thanks Crystal and Ian for staying back to wait for me for supper on Monday. Though supper did not materialise, glad to know that the 2 of u are willing to stay late to spend time, despite having work the next day. More opportunities ahead!

Thanks Crystal for the sharing of ur perspective towards various things on Monday late night. I'm refreshed by ur insights, hope to be able to put them to good use.

Thanks Michelle for ur teachability and willingness to listen and obey. It really takes 2 hands to clap, so as much as I want to share, it also takes a teachable heart to receive. Keep this spirit, or rather, grow it, it'll serve u well in ur walk!

Thanks Edmund for stepping out of ur comfort zones, it's encouraging to see u doing so to progress the kingdom of God. Continue to seek Him and obey the things He wants u to do, and ur efforts wont be in vain. Thanks for the time today too, I enjoyed it. =)

Let's continue to spur one another on with love and good deeds, to be the tree with branches that the birds of the air can perch in!

SL

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Sermon on 31st Jan

I was thinking of how I can contribute to this blog.. thus started flipping my sermon/QT notebook and reflected quite a bit. Sorry if my post's a little messy. Haha..
So here goes... =)

Title: Leadership Series - The Experience of a Credible Leader
Passage: 2 Cor 1:8-11

1. They can be profound (v8-9a)

There is one thing which Wen Jiang mentioned, which I have actually had a mini discussion with Calyn about this before, the first time just the 2 of us met for lunch together. Though this is not so much of a link to the point itself...

Wen Jiang said this:
No one needs to appoint us as a leader. We will go and do the right things, without titles, motivations and pushing.

I used to think that I'm always 'not good enough', 'not old enough', 'not as spiritual as others'. In fact, now I think I still do at quite a few occasions. I always think that its not appropriate for me to prophesize at unit level and above during worship even if God spoke to me about the group. I always think that I'm not 'proper' enough to rebuke and correct someone else, be it spiritually more mature or younger than me. I always think that I need to be someone of influence before I can influence others. I used to think that we need to be leaders first before we can serve even more. In other words, I can be very insecure about where I am, compared to others. But if we see where God wants to bring us to, its a totally different issue.

Big or small things, we can glorify God. Its easier said than done of cos. But we can make an effort, for God.

Leaders who have been raised as leaders were already doing things that are worthy of being raised as a leader, and that's why God appointed them as leaders. We can all, too, make an effort, and do all things like that of leaders, who follow after Christ, before we are even annointed as Leaders. or rather, God's Workers.

But keep check, we're not working towards being LEADERS, but working towards being a Man/Woman of God, willing to be sent to do God's work, through us. Like what Jie Hui wrote in his blog, doing things FOR GOD through us, instead of doing things for God THROUGH US.

Michelle

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Thanks sis =)

Upon realising this, the next step will be to identify the things that God reveals to us and where He would want us to do something about, and then act upon it. I'm refering to specific things, not in general. In that way we train ourselves to be doers of the Word, where our faith (and head knowledge) and our actions work together to strenthen our faith and Godly convictions, mentioned in James 2:22.

"You see that his faith and his actions were working together, and his faith was made complete by what he did."

By SL, at February 4, 2009 at 9:24 PM

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Tuesday, February 3, 2009,11:11 PM

hey:) crystal posting :P
Everyday, i've been checking our blog to see if there's any updates and the latest post will always be swee leong's. And it got me thinking about what is this blog about. what purpose is it suppose to serve as. When we first had the idea of coming up with the blog, we did mention about sharing lives, sermon discussion and.. i don't remember le.. I think all of us can take some time to think through and post it:)

In my opinion this blog is one where

we share our lives (what in your opinion does it mean by sharing lives?) -- For me, its what's happening in our lives lately to keep one another updated. especially for me since i only get to see you guys twice a week during service and cg and its impossible to hear personally from all how you've been. Testimonies:) Anything random etc.
The insights we have from god- through our quiet time, what we learnt from sermon/teachings received etc etc.

So do hope to hear from you guys :)

As for life.. haha.. this is my 2nd day back at work after a week's break and I'm craving for my break! haha. Another intern and I just realised that our next break will be Good Friday. So unless my company gives us more off which I doubt they will, my next break will only be Good Friday.

I thank god for this opportunity for doing my industrial attachment to give me a taste of working life. It's really not easy juggling work,family, friends and ministry. And I don't have to bring work home and i'm already experiencing the lack of time. So imagine what it'd be like for our leaders who have to bring work home to do. prepare teachings.meet people. etc.

I was whining to god about how i'm lacking the time to do what i need to do - prepare for shepherings, spending time with god, doing reflection( i'm currently reading He chose the nails by max lucado and it has a study guide with questions..been wanting to answer them /pen them down but haven't been able to) read my HR reading, having more sleep etc etc.. and it dawned on me that only at times like this that I learn to depend on god on what I need to accomplish and when I do, I'd know its done by god's grace and it was made possible because god intervened. Jehovah Jireh- the lord our provider.

So even as school gets busier for all of you guys (for me as well) , projects assign mid terms, do remember its these times of stress that we should depend more on god and commit our 'to do' lists into god's hands.

Hope to hear from you guys soon!

Crystal.

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Hey!

Personally, I love reading blogs rather than writing them ha. For various reasons, it's been a really really looong time since I shared or wrote anything online..

Maybe I'll take a small step here by sharing a lil:

Think many people are puzzled as to why I work so hard, teaching tuition while studying. Actually, it's not much of a struggle at all. Currently, I've 5 students, which means 10 tuition hrs a wk. Spread out over a 5-day work wk, this means working just 2 hrs a day, for 2k a month! Where to get jobs like this nowadays? So the time commitment isn't a lot, and in fact I'm still looking for students! I can take 2-3 more, so if you guys know of any, can recommend haha!

But if i had to choose between my studies and tuition, naturally it'll be tuition. I can fail my modules, but my students cannot fail their chemistry. This is my teaching motto.

Giving tuition generates very strong cash flow for me right now, which is a good thing. Especially because I'm not planning to work (in the 8-5 sense) after I grad. So if things don't work out, at least I still have plenty of cash, so I don't need to beg on the streets! =p

So tuition for me is something like a job right now. One that takes precedence over my studies anytime!

ANd btw, I check the blog everyday too! To listen to the worship songs mainly haha... Although I do check out the updates section also! =)

By Anonymous, at February 4, 2009 at 10:15 AM

Hmmm.... I am kinda lazy to log into the blog to update my life.

I finally reached back to a point of normality in my r/s with God. The doubts do not come so often and I am trying to make sense of whatever I read in the Bible. Small steps towards the big steps.

I was quite inspired by Min Er and her prayer sheet. I am deciding to try it out. I.E. pray for some people and events everyday. Changing the content everyday so as not to make it a rote. I will pray for the same thing if I do not see improvement or gain enlightenment, but just not the next day.

I would like to ask that you guys pray for me to have discipline in my workplace, at home and most importantly, away from either. Been wasting my time these few weeks. Not reading my readings and not having the urgency to complete my reports.

I'll talk more at a personal level maybe next time. Some things are better left off the public domain where unfriendly (read random people not people we know) eyes can see and abuse. :P

Noah aka Nuaz

By Ian, at February 4, 2009 at 6:26 PM

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